yesterday i had an interesting talk with one af my teacher and a friend of mine(sally)..
she,sally, is catholic, the teacher is protestant and then there's me..
He was trying to understand what was sally relation with christ, and she was telling him her point of view which is respectable: i belive in god, i trust the bible and the gospel and so on; for christian god matters how u behave not what u believe....
then the teacher came to me "what do u think about?"...tahtahtah...
i simply said that, even if i was brought up with christian values, i didn't know what to think, growing up i detached myself from religion and started to trust reason more...
then he started.."i see you're a sheep who lost he's way, and that's why christ talks about sheeps in the bible[..]we are all sinners and it does't matter how u behave...the first step is to recognize that we're all sinners...men are naturally led toward sin, men are egocentric that's why they don't believe in god (and i thought: yeah,maybe i'm a bit egocentric, and so?..i don't see anything wrong in that) do u think about god?u think u have time, but who knows?(i touched iron!!!)
and he was talking to me saying 'u know the problem here is..'...actually i don't see anyproblem in me.then he gave me a leaflet where evrything was explained...well i know that sience cannot explain everything (such as the birth of the universe) but i believe in darwin evolution and i don't think that there's a god who is powerful and can do whatever he wants...com'on!!that's not justice if u talk about justice afterlife..
...my point of view hasn't an explanation to the creation of the universe..there can be so many hypothesis..i like to think that everything evolved from a primordial cell that formed universe and us, but what was before matter?antiamtter?and before that?yeah maybe "someone" put a cell somewhere...
after death?there are no discriminations,no paradise,no hell...only one land, where peace exists,ideal i know but if it doesn't exist in my mind...whereelse?
